God of Thunder

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im not gonna be writing in here. well i dont know if i am but if u wanna know whats going on with me check out my myspace. www.myspace.com/imblackjesus

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Sorry for not updating
Now its sorry for not updating then sorry for not putting up any entries. Man im too busy. im glad when i can even get online.

When Jym the Dragon joins our band when he gets off of probation. we will kick everyones ass. i cant wait. Jym the dragon we are waitng for you brotha.

they call him jym the dragon cause he breathes fire. hes the real mother fucker. He separates the mother fuckers from the chicken.

Oh well im not updating no more im about to call up candice and go over there. ill talk to yous later.

To who it may concern:
sorry i havent updated in a while its just that alot of people that i hang out with now dont go online. so its hard for me to go online.plus theres a virus on my comp that i dont know how to get rid of. plus this change of weather is making me tired its so hot outside. i work from 12 to 8:30 so really including the commute i work 11 and i get home @ 9:15 and when i get home im just tired but usually i have band practice. im not joining another band just so everyone knows. I have one band and thats enough. its too much work to do 2 bands ,and im not superman i wish i was but im not.

well to make a summary of whats going on with me:

me and aj went to monster mania con and gave dee snider out demo.

we had our first all day practice yesterday since last year.

me and steve went to the roadhouse then went to mcgillicuddys its weird hanging out with pa kids.

oh yeah i went to a rave last month too that was different

sparkle motion went on TOUR!!!!! thats amazing i cant believe they pulled it off.

im getting with this hot ass peurto rican chick named april at my job.

ive realized that i have the awesomest freinds and supporting cast thanks god im truly blessed.

heres a poem i wrote for april:

I see heaven in your eyez,

your essence replicates god.

I love your glossy eyes.

you remind me of god.

your eyes remind me of heaven,

and i want to go to heaven.

I have to release these demons

so I can go to heaven.

just stay close to me,

i need a angel in my pressence.

so i can go to heaven

and i can give god his present

our souls are bound together

we will live forever

and if i die

at least i seen heaven in your EYEZ

heres another bloggy doggy
ker plunk!!! psssssssst. man i dont know what to write no more in these things i can write about my life but i dont have that much time. oh well ill try to write more if i can .........................................

time for another journal entry
hello peeps i havent had an indept journal entry in a while ive noticed most of the past entries have been just updates about whats going on with muah ,and things are swell the band is clicking. well this past weekend was my birthday and i turned 25 and ive been thinking in deep thought alot lately. just realizing what i want and how im gonna get it. my brother told me that im a great manipulator he said that i know how to manipulate peoples minds and use it against them. i dont think thats true i think im a great negotiator and a communicator. i know how to talk to people i know how to make people happy. thats all i never use people why should i use people when i have everything i need. i think thats what older brothers do. piss u off and make you want to fight them. seriously though i grown up alot i think in my opinion i think last year i acted like i was 15 now i act like im 25 it sounds weird but thats what i think.

lil boy blew? Hey! "LEAVE HIM ALONE HE NEEDS THE FUCKIN MONEY?"
hows everything been peoples? lately ive been sick ,and its all my fault Thursday me and my band took a trip to Sayreville to see one of my favorite bands SEVENDUST. well the show ended around 1 and stupid ass me was out chillin with all the fans outside with no jacket on. so i got really sick but it was worth it. i met morgan and sonny mayo the lead singer of this new kickass band skindred. www.skindred.com and every member from this band called bobaflex. i wasnt really into bobaflexes music but one thing that was cool was that they let everyone on their tour bus. that was awesome as shit. my band is still in the studio its like we live here. its true what they say though the studio is where the magic happens. im thinking about not going to mall of america this friday if im still sick if i still feel this horrible its not worth even going and ill just go to atlanta monday. you know what im just gonna go to atlanta. cause theres things i have to catch up at home anyway well im gone ill ttyl take care stay sweet and alll of that good stuff.

-jj

ok u silly bitch
hahahahahahaha ur such a slut. good i hope you think you played me i dont care what you do with who when where or what. i moved on and im happy. things are going real good for me. your mad cause you cant control me. you cant control me like you control others. im too smart for you and it twists your spine to realize you cant win. i have a girlfreind and she makes me happy. shes so nice. and she cares about me she cares about me more than you cared about anyone. truthfully i feel sorry for you. your meaningless life. your sad and depressed your hurt and you hurt everyone around you. it hurts to hear the truth doesnt it. Yeah i did some fucked up shit but i dont give a fuck. you deserved it you deserved everything i said. cause its the truth which you cant handle. im too much for you i won before it started. well enjoy your self-proclaimed victory im not losing ANY sleep.im out

-jj

hi
hi peeps hows it hangin i was just reading my last entry damn im an asshole arent i. but thats life. we did a recording last night it was the best recording that i have ever did ever. wud u have to hear this. other than that im going out with april. and im in love with her. im growing and im learning how to go out with someone i work with. everythings going great in my so called life. we are playing a show in june at jeffs house and we are gonna play a show in may. hopefully danielle will put a website up for us. she will soon. but everythings great and swell and fine and fuckin dandy. ok well ill ttyl

-jj

i dont care no more
Seriously fuck this i dont care no more. i dont i dont care if u like me or not. i love you so much and you treat me like shit i dont love you no more your such a bitch and you play with my heart. i look at you and i see heaven i see heaven as clear as day. but it doesnt matter to you nothing does. when u treat people like shit your gonna get treated worse and what goes around comes around. you hurt me so much you hurt my ego my pride you fuckked with my head changed the way i thought about life and your gone this is worse than a prison sentence being in love with you. at least with a prison sentence you know where u stand i cant even stand around you. this girl loves me she loves me and fuckyou if u come near me im gonna break your jaw fuckoff.

recovery on the renaissance
u know one thing that i have learned is to think before you have sex seriously. dont just go off of lust. cause u will regret it. this chick i work with lisa is such a bitch. im glad i didnt fuck her. im glad i think before i do anything. i always seek counsel. you do it the right way. when u do everything the right way things go alot better. when u do things the wrong way shit gets fucked up. right now im still tired and my neck is sore for some reason.

i have work in 2 hours so im gonna shit shave and shower.its weird im turning 25 next month. i feel like i jumped from 19 to 25 in a year even though its not been. i think thats how its suppose to be. i think it sucks when ur parents kick u out when ur 18 and you have to grow up on your own. cause then you see the ugly part of life and even though your pure. you get tainted and see and have to deal with horrible things. plus you feel insecure cause theres no one around alot of the time and you get lonely and scared.ya know

you know when u grow up when u start to agree with your parents. thats when u grow up seriously and its funny that im saying it.parents arent right all of the time but they are right most of the time.

pats comin over thursday and we are finishing this album.
other than that me and april are doing good. the bands great we are gonna do another show soon we just wanna have t shirts demos and hats to give out

take care peeps.

-jj

rip pope john paul 2 1920 - 2005
words can explain how upset i am. it was inevitable but a great man has fallen today on april 1 april fools day. im sad im hurt cause he was pure he was a good man the man they say who destroyed communism. it hurts im hurt

-jj

i walk into the light i want to see her face
yesterday i had it all figured out. i was gonna go to work and talk to april and start it off. but you know it didnt work that way.i seen her and my ugly freind mr.pussy came into play. i just want yall to know mr.pussy is a fuckin coward ,and shits himself anytime something to hard to handle comes along. well its hard to talk to her its like every emotion activates itself at once when i see her.i mean we both know we like each other.i did the whole hi and walk away thing yesterday. u know how it goes hi i dont have enough balls to talk to you but i can say hi. yesterday we were in the break room and she was sitting alone looking at me and i was looking at her ,and i still didnt do shit.im gone to though. i will next time i see her im gonna be like im the man and your my woman so fix me a sandwich and have 12 of my kids. and dont talk when spoken to cause im the man.yeah thats what im gonna do

Anytime Anywhere Anytime Anywhere
i reccomend everyone to watch carnivale on hbo and if u dont have hbo buy the dvd. in a summary its about good vs evil. its really good im gonna buy it. nothing else has been going on lately but work. im gonna stop drinking for at least a month. i realize drinking has a different affect on me than other people. it will linger in me and fuck with my train of thought. like the other day me and aj went to the colonial diner after we went to candices house so it was around 3 am. and this guy turns around and keeps staring at me. i guess he might have known me i dont know. well im talking to aj and i tell him that i think that guy in front of us is gay cuz he keeps staring at me. so the guy hears me and turns around and says "yeah i am gay". So I say "cool" then i say "well you can give me a blowjob but thats it" hey im being honest. he turns around and doesnt talk to me the whole time we are there. wait but i normally would say that.

the magics in the make up
hi peoples i know i havent wrote in here lately but my mind hasnt been right. everything is coming to me at once.i got really fucked up at wuds house saturday and probly pissed everyone off there. truth is that i didnt mean to i didnt even know what i was doing have the time. steve and aj are being asses about it. they arent tellin me everything that i did they are telling me in lil spurts. they told me that i was tellin people about her. im not gonna say any names cause im doing better and i havent talked to her in at least a month. maybe this is how its suppose to be. but im getting better. i finally took my car to the shop. i know right its so shitty. but i love it. we are getting ready to go into the studio. Oh yeah last but not least i found out the other day that April likes me alot too. and that reeves is her cousin. so im prolly gonna go out with her soon. talk to cheng the other day. he told me that im too much of a control freak. i guess i am but i have to be. cause shit wouldnt get done if i let other people do it ya know. so im happy im not complaining i slept all day yesterday and i needed it. i have really good freinds i have to admit they put up with alot of my bullshit. thats all i can think of now.

thanks for your time ill remember it in the afterlife when everythings alright

-jj

now that im older i think blur is a cool band name
drinking alot of liquor. steel reserve be a real man light yourself on fire!!

simple kind of life
i was hangin out with this girl adrianne. its one of candices strippers freinds we went to a flea market before i took her to work. we actually had an intelligent conversation. i told her why i think the worlds gonna end soon ,and she told me why she thinks it is. she said that when the pope dies the worlds gonna be sad. and everyone from this whole us/arab conflict are gonna stop and rejoice and think about everything cause a good man a pure man is failing. it made alot fo sense. i told her the worlds gonna end cause u can see it i mean all of this war going on. see history repeats itself we are the only ones to ever drop the bomb. and if this war keeps going eventually someone will. im not a far leftist but war is NOT the answer.

Kris said that i should write a book. On my theories and beliefs im thinking about it. if i did i would offend alot of people. i probly wont i might prolly in 2 years but not now.

BLACK JESUS and the Honkeez are playing a show in D.C. more to be announced. well im done.

ill see u in March when it feel like autumn but its about to be summer.

-jj

hi :smile:
things have just been happening so fast. i dont know where to begin we are doing a show this month. and its not gonna be 11 east. The other night i slept over Candices house and nothing happened. Seriously nothing she probly thinks im weird for sleeping on the floor she probly thinks im gay or something but im not. i think with my big head and not my lil one then again thats a big head too.

i went out with nicole the other night and it was weird. its like u havent hung out with someone for so long its like where do u start do u talk about things from the past ,or open things from the future. but anywayzz im having fun shes gonna do info for us at the door so thats awesome. so hopefully things will work itself out. well i have work in 2 hours you know the drill. EAST COAST Til I die. PEACE

-JAY ES

thanx to everyone
thanx to everyone for comin to the show saturday!!! it kicked all the ass,and was SOLD OUT. So for our next show we are gonna try to book it at a bigger venue a venue that holds more than 100 people. Just talked to Danielle and a website will be up soon.

Man you go to a show and you dont expect as many people to be there I seen so many people that I havent seen in years like Will and Ms.Oneil. I can honestly say Im happy thanx to everyone and ROCK THE FUCK OUT!!!!

steves girlfreind
omg steve has the cutest girlfreind yall have to see her shes this small cute peurto rican thing with green eyes ,and shes so adorable. went to work yesterday tired. We have a show saturday february 26th. its like thats part of life changes. steve and adam impressed me with how they were playing yesterday. i remember last year when we had a tryout with 3 guitarist and 3 bassist ,and man everyone kept tellin me to get rid of people but i didnt i just had alot to think about. now look at us. Steves girlfreind is so cute. She fuckin adorable.

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